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In hopes that you will visit this again. [20 Aug 2009|10:09pm] Last night I had a terrible nightmare. You were the subject matter. My head is hurting with a thousand thoughts racing through it. And you keep visiting my thoughts from time to time. I don't think I will ever get you out of them. I guess it's fine that the memories I have had with you keep coming back to me. Those memories never fail to bring a smile to my face. I'm somewhat glad things didn't work out when they surely could have. I didn't want to make things official in fear that I would lose you forever. I'm sure I would have hurt you more than you thought I could have. I have had a tendency of doing that to people. You made me learn so much. You made me nervous, happy, scared, curious, sad and most of all, you made me feel loved. I did silly things to grab your attention and it sometimes resulted in you being angry with me. You made my school years what it was. The best years of my adolescent life. Looking back, I was so in love. I sometimes wonder what things would be life if I ever pursued the unknown. The time we did share together, I will hold onto and cherish forever. Thank you for everything and just like you promised, will you find me again someday? holler!

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